My memories haunt me. They keep me up late at night and I keep reliving them. I constantly re-live every decision good or bad, every response, every little detail of everything that ever happened even those events of little or no significance. They're not all bad memories either, in fact most of them are pretty good. I just can't get rid of them.
Memories are meant to be part of us, to makeup the people we become, they shouldn't be flashbacks or daydreams that constantly intrude on new thoughts and ideas.
I hope that by writing these memories down, both the good and the bad, even the events I'm most ashamed of, and the ones that I re-experience on a daily basis that maybe I can keep them from interrupting my life.
In a way this will be a chronicle of my life as I remember it. I have had a good life, don't get me wrong. I'm very fond of most of my memories, and by sharing them with you maybe you'll remember the good and the bad times and remember what it was like to be young, to live in the moment, and experience everything through the eyes of your younger self.
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